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Meg Conley's avatar

I got married when I was 21 years old. Which means I was a little 22 year old in 2007, when the crisis started. We didn't hit the bottom of the crisis until March 9th 2009, one month after I had my first baby. The recession didn't end until that summer.

But the recession ending didn't mean everything was suddenly fine. We'd all fallen a long way and many of us had lost a lot on the way down. Or we were newly adults and had not yet had much to lose. But we were having a hard time getting anything - jobs, housing, security, groceries - for the first time.

I think the clearest memory I have of that moment is standing in line at a grocery store, trying to keep my baby from crying while trying to add up the cost of the contents of my cart before I got to the check out. Swaying and counting, swaying and counting. Putting back anything we couldn't afford, trying to remember to include tax, kissing the baby and then biting my lip.

We had a $50 a week grocery budget. I couldn't nurse, so we had to buy formula too. On good weeks, I didn't have to include the formula in the grocery budget. On bad weeks, I did. My baby required one of those *special* formulas, so each canister was about $32. So on the bad weeks, we $18 to feed Riley and me. We were very young and Riley was still in school. But the possibility of a life lived abundantly - the security of *enough* - in the future felt closed up.

I felt like I'd always be swaying and counting. and I was terrified I'd never figure out how to make our needs and the numbers add up. Even once the crisis was over and the climb out of the recession was complete, I'd find myself swaying and counting. But it was different. The possibility of abundance - in the best sense of that word - came back.

Over the past weekend, I've felt that old closing fear return. And I feel determined to not give into it. Financial crises are constructions of our current economic model. There is enough for everyone, there always has been. And I am going to spend my life proving those numbers add up. It's what we do to each other in the name of capitalism that doesn't.

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Elizabeth P's avatar

I was privileged enough to weather the 2008 crisis just fine, but we have always been very conservative in our financial affairs. My brother, on the other hand, really went down the economic doomsday rabbit-hole early in the naughts and 2008 just confirmed his view that the world economy was on the verge of collapse. So he invested in gold, as in actual gold coins, which are sitting in a vault in Switzerland. He died in January and we now have the task of figuring out how to get them and sell them. Judging by the state of his house he was ready for the apocalypse, but what we don’t quite get is - if the world collapsed economically, exactly how was he going to access this gold from the US? We found many things (many many things) in his house , but no rowboat. (I can joke about it but honestly, knowing how frightened he must have been, it's heartbreaking. He was such a bright guy and he was so influenced by these a#@hat bloggers that the world was ending and we never realized just how bad things had gotten for him.)

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